On my way home tonight from counseling with my husband Jeremy, I heard this song "Lord I'm Ready Now" by the Christian Artist Plumb and realized this is my song and my testimony for 2015. And that I want to dedicate this song to my husband Jeremy and to my Jesus because it truly speaks what I can't put into words of what I want to say about everything that has happened in my past and I'm ready to heal from the past and move forward being the real me and not who I thought I was or needed to be.
I'm not afraid of who I am, I accept who I am and all my short coming and limitations. But I am striving to move forward and be the best me I can be so that I can have a health marriage, and healthy relationships with my friends and loved ones.
I don't have to make a new years resolution because I'm already doing it and accomplishing it in leaps and bounds. I thank God for my counselor, I thank God for loving family and friends who have supported me through all I have been through in my life and stood by me as we have struggled through this darkness of "Post Traumatic Stress Disorder" and I'm so thankful for all the support as I continue to battle Crohn's Disease and surviving the bad days it throws my way and enjoying and cherishing every good day I am blessed with.
I'm ready to live my life, not just survive it in 2015......Lord, I'm Ready NOW!!!
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