I'm
writing this lying in my bed resting as I continue to recover from the
rectal/colon surgery I had 2 weeks ago yesterday, on April 25 2014 at
OSU East hospital in Columbus Ohio.
This surgery was my first
official major surgery needed due to the crohn's disease. After 7 years
of daily diahrea up to 10 times a day, the surgeon discovered I had 2
internal hemroids as well as fissure (tears in my colon/rectum) as well
as a large skin tag (similar to a mole) on the inside of my
colon/rectum. These things were causing me so much pain, to the point I
literally could not sit down on my bottom and was in constant agonizing
pain. So the hemroids n the skin tag were removed. And hopefully the
fissures can heal on their own by getting the diarrhea/too many bowel
movements, under control and brought down to a minimum.
Since the surgery however, I've
had 2 slight set backs. After my surgery I stopped having bowel
movements and became impacted in my bowels. On the 3rd day after the
surgery and pushing an extreme amount of laxatives, my bowels finally
moved, and it was the worst pain I've ever felt in my life to the point
my grandma thought I was going to collapse on the floor when everything
did break lose. She literally had to help hold me up on the toilet while
my bowels moved. And I have gotten laryngitis again due to the
anesthesia and my allergies and the fact my throat is so sensitive. I
will more than likely be without a voice for 4 to 6 weeks again.
However, This week Wednesday
night into Thursday, I became impacted again even though I was
continuing to push the extreme amount of laxatives. After 12 hours of
administering 3 enemas over that amount of time, Jeremy my husband
finally got my bowels to move. Jeremy had to take an emergency day off
work because I was so bad. We were very afraid we might have had to take
me to the E.R if he hadn't gotten my bowels to move. What we have
realized is that I'm not constipated, but that due to my colon/rectum
being so inflamed from the surgery no solid stool even soft can get
through so it starts piling up on top of the other until it's this mass.
So I have to have complete lose stool until I fully recover. Meaning
I'm on only soft foods and high fiber foods along with taking up to 12
tbsp.'s a day of laxatives and a dose of metamucil in a glass of water.
That seems to work so far.
Then yesterday the scariest
thing happened to me, something crohn's patients can have happen but I
had never experienced before. Jeremy got up at 5 a.m. to get ready for
work and was in the bathroom getting ready. I was in bed and felt I
needed to have a b.m. so I went in sat down on the toilet, I pushed just
a little to get the little bit of solid poo to come out. It did, and I
stood up to wipe and when I did n looked in the toilet there was lots of
red blood and some was on the toilet seat and I began to feel something
running down the back of my leg...it was blood and quite a bit coming
from my rectum. Jeremy nearly starts yelling and we both are scared to
death. I sit back down on the toilet as jeremy calls my grandma, she
answers the phone and if the bleeding doesn't stop in the next few
minutes we've got to get me to the E.R. Luckily the bleeding only lasted
5 minutes.
Thankfully I've had no more bleeding like that today. And I pray I never do again, my poor jeremy was so terrified, I'll never forget the look on his face when he saw the blood coming out of me. I'm crying right now just thinking about it.
Jeremy told me that this surgery
n recovery along with fighting the disease at the same time, has been
the hardest thing we have faced so far in our life together. For him, it
has nearly broke him emotionally and mentally watching me go through
all this, taking care of me and going to work 5 days a week all at the
same time. But we just keep fighting because to us giving up is not an
option. We just take everything one day at a time, and let God lead us.
I'm going to end here for now and will make another update in a day or 2.
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